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Sunday, March 17, 2013

trust worthy?

Be careful of what you speak, they will understand you
Be careful of who you see, they will distract you
Be careful of who you hear, they may misguide you
Be careful of who you TRUST, they may CHEAT YOU

Trust! A simple feeling, but has a greater impact in our lives. You know what? You wouldn’t be reading this article in the first place if you had no trust in my writings, or someway you trust something in me that led you till here to read something of mine. That’s trust.

Last week I was going home by bike alone in the midnight. It was almost deserted all around, and silence prevailed all over with human sleeping was going just into deeper state. Suddenly, in the middle of the road one stranger was waving his hand asking for a lift along the road I was furthering. It was almost like streets have been wiped out by some catastrophic incident and I couldn’t see much of the human form anywhere around. Besides this, my stranger carried a look of a giant pig, with hair drooping over his back, swollen eyes which seemed to be either because of he was drunk or born with abnormality.

I was about 15 meters away and this guy’s picture was getting bigger in size while I was closing towards him. I couldn’t decide whether to help this poor guy in the middle of the road or to leave him considering my own safety in Hyderabad. We had wild terrorist attacks across the country, reasonable number of bomb blasts, uncountable cases of kidnapping, brutal gang rapes and mugging incidents. Hyderabad is no less for all these occurrences. Thinking of this, all of a sudden his presence looked frightful and menacing. One part of my brain was telling me to help this man and other part of it was saying not to trust anyone. And I couldn’t help him because I didn’t have Trust? Such a feeling is TRUST.

TRUST is illogical, we trust somebody they break it. If we don’t trust people, we cannot survive. It’s a blind feeling we all have to live with to live life. We have to TRUST a doctor, we have to trust a bus driver, and we have to trust a person in everyday to live life. There is no other way round. We have to live with it. On an end note I can only say we can all be careful, but not cynical. Remember being skeptical is different from being cynical. It is easy to break TRUST, but it takes years to build TRUST between people. Ultimately, one must also remember a BROKEN-TRUST is IRREPARABLE. Trust self, be trustworthy.  

Friday, March 8, 2013

She lost it all with just a smile

Her face lit up. It was a moment, her cheeks raised impeccably high with deep dimples forming a perfect outlay of her face contours. It was a moment; her eyes squinted with curvy freckles one either sides around her eyes. Her nose stood like a golden craft placed above those widened glossy lips. That was a moment of her SMILE. Rich smile, priceless, magnificent or breathtaking. None of the adjectives would best describe it.
That smile always either brought a tearing envy or a subliminal joy in those who were around her. It was inspiring, captivating and much of it was domineering. Her smile was a showering tool that spread unquestionable bliss that had a power to even free a prisoner in extreme slavery. Those who were caught in glimpse of her smile were arrested in the eternal grin. 

It wasn’t a smile of a cursory greeting, nor was it an attempt to grab attention or impress any of her audience. That smile wasn’t her trait just in physical; rather, it was innate and driven by deep cardinal muscles which were only filled by love, affection and care. She carried nothing but a smile. A real smile... 

Next had come an evil that was sweeping many; bunch of people who carried nothing but a disheveled grief. Their envy just broke everything of her smile. They robbed it altogether, filling too much of malign. She sensed nothing of the occurrence, nor was she aware of the evil that had come inside. This left a gloomy story further ahead. She had lost that precious gift that was incredibly inherent. She now smiles the same, yet it brings the shame. She fakes it now, causes a feeling of a lost-love. 

This leaves a gloomy story for all of us with a lesson ahead. A lesson to save that gift we all possess for a life time. She lost it all with just a smile. Just a smile that made all the difference… Just a smile that defined her best.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

smile it

You can shatter worst, elude ghost
When you smile, with a smile
Can heal all scars, go till Oscars 
When you smile, with a smile
You can look best when you put it on, where make-ups give just a faking tan
It wins you friends, in a shocking glimpse
Be a prince, with this lovely lens
Smile it on when you smile, with a smile when you smile
Lose it not ever again; savor it for an awesome gain
It’s a dazzling tool owned by every fool
Try it on and play it cool
So forget not, oh my friend
Smile it or be the same! Smile it or be the same!


We are not hurt coz they left us,
but coz of what they left behind us. 

Yet we can still smile not for what they taught us
but for knowing how others feel wen someone abandons us. 

We are not failed at any point in time
Here we learn how it feels to fail and knock a success in mean time

We are injured not to feel the pain,
but to create the hope that we can heal everything experience again,

Healing has a purpose,
Purpose to learn, to live and most of it all to serve another!